Jan 31, 2012

Eskaystentialism 101

Love is akin to intelligence in a key way. Those who have little of it, or lack it altogether, can not even fathom what its like for those of us who have it or a surplus of it. And it can never be explained to them so they get it. You cant reason with ignorance whether its the mental or emotional type.

Eskaystentialism 101

The easy way is rarely right, and thus I stay prepared to fight.

Jan 11, 2012

Phacebook Philosophy

Im not the straw that stirs the drink, Im the lighter that sparks the cypher...

Dec 25, 2011

Words of Wisdom

The good and great things in my life and history do not outweigh the negatives that Ive endured, those positives though, the goods & certainly all the great moments, far outshine the bad....

Dec 19, 2011

Proverbs In Need of A Tune-Up

Honesty actually isnt the best policy. People have different goals so one policy doesnt fit all. But what honesty IS is the least burdensome way of goin about your business, mentally and emotionally. As I say in one of my poems - noble living takes its toll, but living well wont slay your soul....

The Downside of Being Fucking Awesome

To be perfectly blunt about it, when youre fuckin awesome everyone else out there has to live up to high ass standards because you consider fucking awesomeness as your normal state of being,
Half of you have no clue what Im getting at I realize that but philosophically believe me thats some deep stuff on the human experience.
But this is considered in the emotional vacuum of mental science experiment.

Dec 6, 2011

The Long Island Serial Killer

I just finished an interesting A&E documentary about the case. I will come back later to this topic and give my psych profile and how I draw my conclusion, but let me tell you this. There is more then one person working together on these killings....and Im genuinely not a betting man. But Id wager a lot of money that at least one of the killers (or at least the dominant one who does the killings) will be a police officer or involved in law enforcement somehow. Take note people. December 7th 2011 - I put it down in black & fuckin white. And no my hypothesis is not based on the documentary. Seein it just made me wanna jot somethin down about my profile. Cause what the investigators have revealed so far is so slim that alone is suspect. Anyway read up on it, find your iwn ideas. My in-depth profile will be coming at a later date.

Dec 1, 2011

Warriors of The Foo Words of Wisdom

Ok SK has found a new recurring post for the blog. It will be citing the amazing lyrics of one mister dave grohl. Creator, lead singer and back up drummer - Lol - for the Foo Fighters, or as I call them The Warriors of The Foo. My all time favorite band. So this first Foo lyrical post is a track the casual fan doesnt know....but should. Like every other fuckin song WOTF have ever done. Lol.
Its called D.O.A. Been a fave of mine a long time. Without further ado...


D.O.A.

Oh you know I did it, it's over and I feel fine
Nothing you could say is gonna change my mind
Waited and I waited the longest night
Nothing like the taste to sweet decline

I went down, I fell, I fell so fast
Dropping like the grains in an hourglass
Never say forever cause nothing last
Dancing with the bones of my buried past

Never mind there's nothing I can do
Bet your life there's something killing you

It's a shame we have to die my dear
No ones getting out of here, alive
This time

What a way to go, they have no fear
No ones getting out of here, alive
This time

I'm finished, I'm getting you off my chest
Made you come clean in a dirty dress
A promise is a promise you kept in check
Hard to cross a heart that beats it's best

Take a good hard look for the very last time
The very last one in a very long line
Only took a second to say goodbye
Been a pleasure but the pleasure's been mine, all mine

Ain't no way, DOA
Ain't no way, DOA

It's a shame we have to disappear
No ones getting out of here, alive
This time
This time
This time.......

Nov 30, 2011

Stream of Konsciousness 10

Strange indeed, are these times in which we find humanity.
When the wise man is drowned out, by far & wide insanity.
People try to chastise Me because I exercise morality.
Scared of real talk, they yell, scream and hide behind profanity.
And why is it old friends walked out, during truest times of tragedy?
Funny how the biggest boundaries, are merely lines in sand you see.
My actions speak, not my possessions, thats my kind of vanity.
Amazing how true self respect, can change ones life dramatically.

Nov 27, 2011

Power Corrupts

The more that you love someone
The more they wield power over you
If you love more then they do
Their pedestal will tower over you
For most, looking down upon people
Develops delusions of grandeur
Over time it spreads thru ones soul
Eating the good between 2 like a cancer
So dont just give give and give
You better make sure that you take
And no its not being selfish
Its just self-respect cant be faked
Never let anyone ever believe
That you couldnt live without them
Whether your mother or your lover
Let a small part of you doubt them
If you feel sure of someone else
Then thats straight tempting the fates
To tear your heart from your chest
At light speed or other exceptional rates

Nov 25, 2011

Ive known

Ive known great pain that is true, but I have also known amazing & awe inspiring love. Everyone who lives gets to know pain to varying degrees but not everyone comes in contact with genuine love. People miss out on so much great stuff due to fear of pain. By not being afraid of my own feelings I am inherently mentally tougher than most, ironic isnt it?
Even when the love makes me vulnerable & hurt like nothing else can do, I am always thankful that I have taken the risk.

Nov 21, 2011

If by Kipling

I write poetry but have never really enjoyed reading it. This however is my favorite poem ever that I didnt write myself. It is epic to say the least.

IF you can keep your head when all about you
Are losing theirs and blaming it on you,
If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you,
But make allowance for their doubting too;
If you can wait and not be tired by waiting,
Or being lied about, don't deal in lies,
Or being hated, don't give way to hating,
And yet don't look too good, nor talk too wise:

If you can dream - and not make dreams your master;
If you can think - and not make thoughts your aim;
If you can meet with Triumph and Disaster
And treat those two impostors just the same;
If you can bear to hear the truth you've spoken
Twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools,
Or watch the things you gave your life to, broken,
And stoop and build 'em up with worn-out tools:

If you can make one heap of all your winnings
And risk it on one turn of pitch-and-toss,
And lose, and start again at your beginnings
And never breathe a word about your loss;
If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew
To serve your turn long after they are gone,
And so hold on when there is nothing in you
Except the Will which says to them: 'Hold on!'

If you can talk with crowds and keep your virtue,
' Or walk with Kings - nor lose the common touch,
if neither foes nor loving friends can hurt you,
If all men count with you, but none too much;
If you can fill the unforgiving minute
With sixty seconds' worth of distance run,
Yours is the Earth and everything that's in it,
And - which is more - you'll be a Man, my son!

Nov 20, 2011

Eskay Lyrics As Wisdom [LAW]

This mans never trapped or tame, cause I adapt my game.
And so you wont hear one who raps the same.
So its obvious, the facts are plain, I never spat for fame.
And no Ive never needed gats Im strapped with brains.

- from This Is My Dream

Nov 18, 2011

Another Proverb in Need of a Tune-up

Money is the root of all evil.

No......people and their pursuit of money may be the root in modern society...oh and money is a man made invention by the way so either way..... it aint money that is the problem.

And it never was. Its always been us. Some wise man I cant recall off tHe top of my head once said that hell is other people.
Can you argue with that?

Nov 13, 2011

Phacebook Philosophy

If you dont choose to own your mistakes then your mistakes own you.

Nov 4, 2011

Compartmentalized Contemplation...

I particularly enjoy when people who get caught doing you wrong then get angry that you hold them responsible for their actions. Heres a tip for those kind of people out there, and you fuckers know who you are admit it or not - If you want to try and use righteous indignation then you first have to be right.

Nov 2, 2011

Phacebook Philosophy

If fear is the motivating factor in your life you are condemned to always live in a prison of your own making no matter how successful you may become or how many goals you may set and accomplish.

Nov 1, 2011

Bob Ross Inspired Buddha Zennism

Ya know the old cliche about how life isnt black and white? Well I hate to burst some pragmatists bubbles, even if only for a second, but life actually IS black and white.....how so you may wonder. Well when you continuously blend black and white what do you get?.......What you get is every single shade of grey imaginable

Oct 31, 2011

WTF is wrong with tv programmers?

All Halloween week not a single paid movie channel has shown the best movie of the season - john carpenters original Halloween. Cinemax showed four hitchcock films last night and twice today including Psychos one and two. Immediately therefter they show Carpenters Halloween 2. So you show the sequel alone? Only amc channel showed it and thats a channel with commercial AND a fuckin amc decal in the bottom and a walking dead countdown in the top right corner. THATS what I hafta deal with? What the fuck i wrong with these peoples synapses? Lol. For shame cable...for shame!